Self Love

"I would not choose to fall in love with different girls at different times, I would rather choose to fall in love with the same girl again and again."

Life is beautiful when you are with the right person at the right time. Who knows at what pace the time runs? Its all unknown, its all mystery ! Mystery that takes a lot of efforts to discover, the same is about Love. Love is the most twisted mystery. We think, we understand what is Love, but we never know until and unless we are a part of it, the same problem is with Anuj.

Anuj, an above average guy that does phenomenally well in academics. He has only one weakness : Maths. That's the reason since 8th class he has been in regular coaching class of Maths, until 11th it becomes his anonymous strength. Doing practice is a major part of it, especially in the late nights. 

On a random night, someone called Anuj while he was into equations. It is a female classmate of Anuj who called, who had doubts, a very serious ones that can't be avoided. Anuj agreed to help her even though he did not knew her, but being a generous boy he could not neglect that. 

That's how it started, she entered into her life and become a part of her daily routine along with Maths. She taught him everything a boy needs to know about a girl, her career and topics like Self-Love. Self-Love is the topic that he was the most curious about. 

"Is it possible for a person to love himself all the time?" 

"Possible, self-love is like handing over your own happiness in the safe hands of someone you love, and the rightest person you can give it to is you yourself." 

"How are you planning to live with it, won't you get married one day?" 

"I would get married to the one who loves himself first rather than me."

"Interesting." 

Definitely, you would find someone with the most powerful and positive Self- Love energy.

The time passed, Anuj kept falling for her at every conversation, at every night and at every other equation they solved together. It is going really well, until you think that it's time to let her know everything. Anuj knew the answer, but still he don't want to hide anything from her. 

He expressed, cried and moved on.... 

(3 years has passed)

Unless, they met again after school. Its been 3 years, she seems so happy, could not have asked to God for more than that. Anuj is happy, until she said that she is been in a relationship for 3 months now. He was broke. Whatever, he ever believed in his life was a lie.  

In that 3 years of time, he hold himself and got stronger. Changed his entire belief system and ideology to Self-Love, never ever dated anyone in college in the hope that in the future he would develop the most powerful Self-Love energy from himself, in the hope that they can be together again. 

After 3 years of time, There might even lies a very small possibility in this world, that things can again get back to normal. But it is not mend to be. What would he do now? Throw down his value for the ones he changed everything or continue living with it, it is insignificant to even answer that. Because, nothing matters now. It's alright, stay committed to your values and ethics no matter what the circumstances are. He would not even regret in having met you, because he has developed the most beautiful form of love, love in it's truest form is what he is holding on to. Things are not going to get back to normal, at least you have to - for the one that you are destined to find. Just take care of yourself, for that one person !!!